just a ride

I need to remind myself of this more often. Damn, i take my life way too seriously.

re-eyeoneye me

oh, where should i begin? These couple of days have been so intense. Then again, why write everything down? Only carry the good things. Occasionally i carry the useful ones too, only if they're not too heavy. Here's to life lessons in bullets:

• sometimes i mistake clouds for mountains. And that's bad. I should stop doing that. 
• life is full of bad things and good things and i really should learn to be comfortable with whatever comes out of the hat.

could it really be so?

cooler and unattached. That's what i feel like. I really hope i don't have to prove it. Karma, can't you just take my word for it?

On other news, choosing the right flooring for my home is slowly but steadily becoming my new nightmare. This is harder than dating, ceramic tiles don't talk back.

let it free

oh, i dressed so badly today, which means i will probably bump into an old crush, or dr Who will come over and offer me a ride to the galaxies.

Also, I've decided to let my pet volcano go. They are not supposed to be pets. They should be wild and free and terrify other people as well, not only me.

protected

I woke up feeling amazingly serene, and so very grateful for my womanly weapons really DO work. A woman's instinct is better than anything NASA could ever produce, i'm telling you!
I'm sure i avoided a holocaust this weekend. My mind can't really take the credit for this one, it was pure woman's instinct. And also, i have a new found respect for honest assholes.

BFF

In my young mind, clear simple honest friendship between a male and a female was impossible, unless the "love boundaries" were set. And then one day, I learned the hard way that you can actually miss out on a great friendship if you insist on clinging to hopeless romantic crap. Sometimes, you just need to accept things that are instead of trying to forcefully make things be. And, friends are awesome! They are! Even though they are super cute and everything you ever hoped for in the opposite sex. Acceptance of the current moment is not always easy, i know. But then again, the current moment is the only reality. The past is gone and the future does not exist. Life is now, and one must respect the Now. I need to respect Life. 

Did you get that Karma? I learned my lesson. Let's move on to the next please. Enough bffs already!

ideas

What's it all about Alfie?
I have no idea.

But, i have such good intentions, i hope this lasts a little longer.